She lay on the bad for a long time and fell asleep unknowingly.
When she was still sleeping, she felt that there was a person hugging her from behind, kissing her on her neck and calling her name near her ear.
“Yan.” Lin Xinyan initially thought that it was a dream , yet the whisper suddenly woke her up. She immediately opened her eyes, turned around and saw He Ruize who was still staring at her obsessively and fervently.
Without a second thought, she threw back the quilt and got out of bed.
She retreated barefoot to the corner of the wall, and only stopped when she couldn’t move backward anymore.
Stunned for a while, He Ruize stared at Lin Xinyan and said, “Why are you nervous?”
Pretended to be calm, Lin Xinyan dismissed it and said, “No, I wasn’t nervous. It’s just that when I was sleeping soundly, suddenly there’s someone… I… I was just shocked.”
“It’s me. There’s no bad guy here. Come to bed and sleep.” He Ruize’s upper body was naked when he waved at Lin Xinyan and said gently.
Lin Xinyan didn’t move nor respond. She could hear the sound of gulping air into her dry throat. She was always on tenterhooks whenever she had to face He Ruize, as if the blood in her entire body was boiling in fear. Sweats streamed down smoothly from her back to her waist.
He Ruize stared her out and asked, as if trying to discover something or sound her out, “What’s wrong? Are you afraid of me?”
Lin Xinyan shook her head and said, “No.” She turned around to glance at the balcony, and realized that night had fallen and only the light in the house was lit. She then said, “I’ve had enough sleep for the entire evening, and don’t feel sleepy anymore. You can just go to bed.”
He Ruize threw back the quilt, got up from the bed and walked towards her. Lin Xinyan was nervous.
She screamed inside her heart. Don’t come here. Don’t come here.
He Ruize grabbed her by her slim waist and said, “I want to sleep with you.”
“But I’m not sleepy.” Lin Xinyan was nervous as she knew what He Ruize wanted from his expression.
The more she knew about it, the more frightened she was.
“I can’t sleep too, and so we can do something interesting.” Lin Xinyan’s face looked slightly red as she had just woken up. He stared at her face with his fiery eyes and said, “Since we are lovers, you shouldn’t refuse my request.”
At this time, He Ruize wasn’t as well-behaved as last night and forcefully took her into his arms. He then hugged her tightly, kissed her wildly and said, “Yan, I want you today, and I don’t allow you to refuse me.”
Lin Xinyan pushed her away frantically and said, “I don’t want it. I don’t want it. Let go of me now!”
“Why don’t you want it?” He Ruize clasped her wriggling hands and looked at her ferociously.
Shivered, Lin Xinyan could only come up with an excuse after quite some time, and said, “I still have an upset stomach, and I’m not feeling well…”
“That’s an excuse!” He Ruize interrupted her harshly and said, “Would it be that you didn’t lose your memories after all?”
“I don’t know what you are talking about.” Lin Xinyan shook her head frantically and tried to wriggle free to escape from him.
But since men are physically stronger than women, she couldn’t wriggle free.
He Ruize laughed with a rough voice and said sinisterly, “You don’t know? I’ll tell you then. You didn’t forget anything but just pretended that you did, so that I won’t give you an injection. You are thinking about escaping from here all the time, aren’t you?”
“I’m not. I’m not.” She looked at him beggingly and said while her lips were shivering, “Please let me go, will you? I’m really not feeling well…”
“I’ll let you feel comfortable!” He Ruize was like a wild beast now and pushed Lin Xinyan onto the bed even though she resisted with all her might and begged him to stop. When he was frantically tearing apart her clothes that were obstacles to him, Lin Xinyan desperately resisted and said, “Please, let go of me!”
He Ruize didn’t bother her. Perhaps because Lin Xinyan was reluctant to cooperate, his desire in his heart of hearts to conquer her was aroused. He was getting more presumptuous and rougher. All of a sudden, Lin Xinyan felt a breeze blowing in front of her chests as her clothes were torn apart frantically by He Ruize.
“Why do you act demure since you’re not a virgin after all?!” He Ruize looked at her seductive body with his red eyes, laughed sinisterly and said, “I love you so much, and you should be able to feel it.”
She was heartbroken as she could not wriggle free from him at all. As she fell in the depths of despair, she stopped resisting him. It wasn’t because she gave up, but considering that if she didn’t give up now, He Ruize would be even more insane and she would never have the chance to escape.
Since Lin Xinyan stopped resisting him, He Ruize thought that she gave up and was willing to cooperate with him. He gently caressed her face and said, “Since you are a normal woman, I know you want it too, right?”
Lin Xinyan remained silent and looked at everything in the house desperately. If she is raped by He Ruize today, she would rather die in honor than live in shame.
As this room had nothing but a bed, she couldn’t even find a tool to kill herself.
He Ruize was carried away by his lust. He quickly took off his pants, without realizing what Lin Xinyan was up to. Lin Xinyan grabbed the chance when he was taking his pants off to push him away from her with all her might and rushed towards the door. She turned the knob vigorously, yet the door didn’t move an inch and she couldn’t open it at all.
“You can’t run away.” He Ruize stood calmly behind her and was merely wearing underwear. He was fair-skinned and slim, yet his usual elegance no longer existed.
She put her arms across her chests to cover her naked body. Slowly, she turned around to look at him, and finally laughed.
She used to think that it was a blessing for her to meet He Ruize, yet she knew only now that it was a curse.
She stared at the wall behind He Ruize and made up her mind.
Felt despair in her eyes, He Ruize panicked and said, “Yan…”
Lin Xinyan didn’t want to hear another word from him as she was disgusted by him!
Lin Xinyan ran frantically towards the wall. He Ruize wanted to stop her, yet she was suddenly so strong and managed to push him away. Bang! She smashed her head on the wall, and everything fell silent.
She wanted to open her eyes, yet her eyelids were too heavy. Some hot liquid streamed down her forehead, and she felt partially unconscious.
Is she going to die? She thought to herself.
She didn’t really want to part with her children as she hadn’t made any arrangements for them. If she’s not around anymore, will they be bullied? They don’t have a father, and now even she’s going to leave them.
It was extremely painful.
She hates to part with them.
The darkness in front of her eyes fell upon and completely flooded her. As she lost all of her consciousness, she collapsed and fell down like a landslide on a hill.
“Yan…” He Ruize rushed to hold her body that collapsed.
Her face was covered with blood and didn’t look as elegant as before. He Ruize wiped away the blood on her face frantically and said, “Yan, Yan, don’t scare me. Don’t die. I…I won’t force you anymore. Wake up.”
She didn’t respond to him. Her body was like flesh without bones that lay gently in his arms.
He Ruize’s hands were covered with blood as he shook her and said, “Wake up. Wake up. Lin Xinyan, wake up!”
But still, no one responded.
He Ruize took the quilt to wrap her body, carried her downstairs hurriedly and screamed, “Aunt Hua, Aunt Hua…”
Aunt Hua who had just lain on her bed got up as soon as she heard He Ruize screaming. She was shocked when she saw He Ruize carrying Lin Xinyan who was bleeding all over her face.
“What happened to her?” But she could soon make a rough guess when she noticed that He Ruize was almost naked.
He Ruize told her that Lin Xinyan was his girlfriend.
But she felt that He Ruize’s love for her was rather perverted.
He doesn’t love Lin Xinyan, but merely wants to possess her. If he really loves her, he will never hold her captive and restrict her freedom.
Shouldn’t a man give a woman happiness and joy if he really loves her?
Also, she could tell that Lin Xinyan didn’t love him.
“Go and dress up. I’ll look after Ms. Lin.”
He Ruize was too panicked and forgot to dress up. He couldn’t go to the hospital with such an outfit.
“Look after her.” He gently put Lin Xinyan on the couch, turned around and rushed up the stairs.
